Dreams, Hopes, and Wishes ✶

Hi everyone, I’ve been getting lots of inspiration lately to write. So I thought that I would take advantage of it and blog when I still remember them. I’ve been going through a transitional phase. And it’s something that I feel like has been coming for a long time. I am slowly learning more about myself and I’ve beginning to learn that I have to take care of myself. Of course I have my friends and my boyfriend, but I am talking about taking care of myself beyond what other people can do for me. I need to learn how to live without relying completely on other people. Like if I were to be by myself, I can. And I can do that without fear. I wouldn’t be scared, but I would be comfortable. That is what I strive to be like. I want to be able to take care of myself and make myself happy.

For a long time, I’ve been trying to learn more about myself. And it’s not easy. I was stuck in college for awhile and I never really discovered much of the world. Most of my time was spent studying either in my room or in the library. And none of that time was spent much on having a job or meeting new people. Now, I feel like I am learning so much about myself that I never knew about. I’m becoming completely comfortable with doing everything by myself. For example, I plan out my entire days and I run tons of errands by myself. That might seem very obvious/dumb, but I never did that while I was in college. I’m also discovering what I want from my future. Again, that’s completely new to me. College is definitely a great experience… not bashing it at all, but it’s not everything. The time spent after graduating college is probably one of the most confusing times in a person’s life. You can become so sheltered that when you’re finally out of college, it feels like you don’t know anything.

I have been diving more into blogging and teaching. It feels like I’m being hopeful that these two things will be successful. And honestly, I don’t really know if it will be. Something that you might not know about me is that I am not a fake person. Everything I do is genuine. I don’t post or write blogs just to get views. I don’t teach students just to make money. That’s not enough for me to keep doing it. I honestly enjoy writing. I enjoy teaching. And I know that these things are something I love doing. If I were to hope for anything, I would want the chance to be able to keep doing this. If my blog grows to be big, then that’s great. But if it doesn’t, that’s okay too. When you do things from the heart, people can tell. And that is something that is missing from the internet. I miss the days where xanga was popular. People used to blog all the time. Genuine posts were written. And now, the internet has changed. Most people are writing just to get views. I just don’t believe in doing that. Please keep me in your prayers. I hope to have all my dreams come true, and I hope that you can do also. Let’s build each other up. Don’t forget to be happy. Take care of yourself, and let’s create the best content that we can!

★Goodnight my fellow bloggers!★

Don’t forget

“Quality is not an act, it is a habit”

Cheers!

Getting an office?

I’m not a real fan of owning an office. I kind of like working from wherever I am. And that’s very non-traditional. I don’t think I do well with having a set place to work. I definitely wouldn’t mind having a giant desktop and a large desk, but my favorite place to work is on my bed with my laptop. Wow, that must be different but I love it.

I’ve also thought about purchasing a piano studio where I can teach my students. Traveling is something that I enjoy, but it can sometimes cause me to be very anxious. The driving time is extensive and I think I would feel a lot better if I could limit my driving time. If I had to pick some piano studio designs that I really like, I would choose something like this:

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I love the concept of having a place that is yours. And I want to start collecting cool things that I can put in my studio. I currently carry all of my materials from house to house… it would be nice not to have to do that. I have some ideas for what I would want my studio to include:

1. Beanbag chairs that are extra comfortable

2. A really nice teacher’s chair

3. A desktop that has two screens for working

4. A wall to decorate with picture frames

5. Side tables with tons of drawer space

6. A comfortable rug

7. Lots of lights

8. A mini fridge

9. Tall trashcan

10. Personal restroom

11. A small bookshelf

A girl can only dream to have these things! But don’t worry, one day I’ll have all of these 🙂