I’ve realized that spending time by myself is not something to be ashamed of. Many people have to spend time on their own and it’s okay. I haven’t properly spent time by myself for awhile. Most of my time is spent with other people.
When I was younger, I spent a lot of time by myself. I was okay with it. I never felt lonely. It was calming to know that I am okay with just being by myself. I spent my days doing things that I liked to do and going to places that I enjoyed.
Most recently, it’s been difficult to find some time by myself. There are always people around me and I can’t help but think about the times when I was younger. I’m not sure what happened. Solitude is a rare occurrence for me now. I miss the past and I am happy to spend today all by myself.
I apologize for not posting in awhile. I haven’t really felt like myself. I was writing a blog post about what happened with me recently, but I e been hesitant to post it. Even though I think that I’m a strong person, I don’t stand up for myself. Therefore, when I do stand up for myself, other people think that I am being rude. I want things to change. On one hand, I’m afraid of being on my own. On the other hand, I am glad to finally have peace.
For most days, I have been spending time building my side businesses. More specifically, I have been working on building an Etsy shop. It has always been my passion to create something more for myself. I enjoy doing it and I think that it would be great for me to have something to do in addition to teaching piano.
Thank you everyone so much for reading my blog posts. Blogging has been my lifeline and I love blogging. I hope everyone is having a great day! I’ll see you in the next blog post.