My life has changed a lot since the last time i’ve really sat down and written a proper blog post. I feel like i’ve been through a rollercoaster of emotions. There are days when I feel happy and there are days when I feel terrible. Today is one of those days. I honestly don’t feel well at all. I’m feeling horrible both physically and mentally. Even though I feel all of these things, i’m not going to let it get me down. I want to make something out of my bad times because time is too precious to waste. I’m also hoping to turn something terrible into something good. I don’t know if that’s going to happen, but I can only hope.
I had a series on my blog about my journey on fiverr. I started a fiverr account I wanted to get more freelance work. Most of my job that I have now is freelance. I felt that fiverr would be a good platform to reach more potential clients and to get more work. I started some gigs based on editing. Editing is one of my passions. I started editing professional documents for law school applicants. I had many clients and I felt confident in the experience I gained to post a gig about editing. I also experimented with posting other gigs. Another gig I posted was about writing blog posts for other bloggers. This gig got a lot of attention. I was happy in the beginning, but it wasn’t what I was hoping for. I was essentially working for pennies per hour. The jobs weren’t worth doing because I wasn’t able to price them higher. If I did have higher priced gigs, such as my editing gigs, they got no interest. The gigs that got the most interest were my cheap $5 gigs. I regret making that gig and I have since deleted it. There were bloggers that wanted $5 for 5,000-10,000 words. There were also bloggers that wanted me to write about topics that I didn’t have experience with. Fiverr allows its users to customize their gigs and one of the options was to choose which categories you would feel comfortable writing in. I received a gig about writing about statistics softwares. I don’t even want to mention how much time I lost with that gig. Fast forward to now, I am going to officially stop using fiverr. I have gone back and forth deciding whether or not to continue to use fiverr. It has been both frustrating and a huge loss of my time. I’m trying my best to put it nicely, but the amount of work I invested equaled to very little in rewards. I researched that users have to price their gigs at extremely low rates in order to get more customers. I’m not looking to do that. It is simply not worth it to work 10+ hours and to be paid only $5 for the work. I could say more, but my advice is to not use fiverr. If there were other platforms that helped with marketing and teaching more clientele, I would recommend those. Do not short sell yourself at a lower price. The quality of work and your mental health will definitely drop. My work is worth a lot. If you are compensated well for your work, the quality of your work will greatly improve. You’ll also feel satisfied and not upset like I am. I made the final decision to make my own editing page on Facebook and to price my work at the price that I feel like I deserve. I’ve done well with working on Facebook. Much of my work has been based on Facebook. It has been a great platform for freelance work and I would definitely recommend it to everybody that is looking to be a freelancer.
Another part of this update is to talk about my blog. I absolutely love blogging. Before I expand more about what I want to talk about, I want to start off by saying that I am not going to quit blogging. I started blogging because my friend and I wanted to create something of our own on the internet. I have definitely had that for three years now and I am so happy. Blogging is something that has made my life so much better. I never feel like it’s a chore to do. Instead, it has helped me to become a better person and it has made me happier. I want to ask about ad placements and how to make revenue with ads. I’ve had word ads for almost three years. I took a break with it. Even when I have thousands of views on my blog, I still don’t have money for those views. I’m wondering how to switch to using google Adsense. Is google Adsense better than using word ads? I feel like I am ready to make the switch. My last question is if I am able to have both on my page? I don’t think I can, but I haven’t found any answers on the internet for this particular case.
My last update is on my life. I have been feeling lost for awhile. I’m struggling between deciding how I want to make income. I’ve been teaching piano for years and I want to make the switch to something more flexible. I’ve written tons of blog posts about teaching. Teaching has been my life for so long. I don’t want to let it go. I don’t know if I am confused or just unhappy with where I am in my career. I’ve also noticed that little things upset me more easily. I don’t want to talk about too much because it’s making me upset. I know that I will eventually have to confront the problem and I also know that I’ve been stalling. I hope that I can make a final decision on what career I truly want.
Thank you so much for reading my blog post. I apologize if it is lengthy. I feel like an update has been long overdue for some time. I hope you’re having an amazing day and a great week so far. Thank you for all the support and understanding. I truly appreciate it.