Hi everyone, I’ve been getting lots of inspiration lately to write. So I thought that I would take advantage of it and blog when I still remember them. I’ve been going through a transitional phase. And it’s something that I feel like has been coming for a long time. I am slowly learning more about myself and I’ve beginning to learn that I have to take care of myself. Of course I have my friends and my boyfriend, but I am talking about taking care of myself beyond what other people can do for me. I need to learn how to live without relying completely on other people. Like if I were to be by myself, I can. And I can do that without fear. I wouldn’t be scared, but I would be comfortable. That is what I strive to be like. I want to be able to take care of myself and make myself happy.
For a long time, I’ve been trying to learn more about myself. And it’s not easy. I was stuck in college for awhile and I never really discovered much of the world. Most of my time was spent studying either in my room or in the library. And none of that time was spent much on having a job or meeting new people. Now, I feel like I am learning so much about myself that I never knew about. I’m becoming completely comfortable with doing everything by myself. For example, I plan out my entire days and I run tons of errands by myself. That might seem very obvious/dumb, but I never did that while I was in college. I’m also discovering what I want from my future. Again, that’s completely new to me. College is definitely a great experience… not bashing it at all, but it’s not everything. The time spent after graduating college is probably one of the most confusing times in a person’s life. You can become so sheltered that when you’re finally out of college, it feels like you don’t know anything.
I have been diving more into blogging and teaching. It feels like I’m being hopeful that these two things will be successful. And honestly, I don’t really know if it will be. Something that you might not know about me is that I am not a fake person. Everything I do is genuine. I don’t post or write blogs just to get views. I don’t teach students just to make money. That’s not enough for me to keep doing it. I honestly enjoy writing. I enjoy teaching. And I know that these things are something I love doing. If I were to hope for anything, I would want the chance to be able to keep doing this. If my blog grows to be big, then that’s great. But if it doesn’t, that’s okay too. When you do things from the heart, people can tell. And that is something that is missing from the internet. I miss the days where xanga was popular. People used to blog all the time. Genuine posts were written. And now, the internet has changed. Most people are writing just to get views. I just don’t believe in doing that. Please keep me in your prayers. I hope to have all my dreams come true, and I hope that you can do also. Let’s build each other up. Don’t forget to be happy. Take care of yourself, and let’s create the best content that we can!
★Goodnight my fellow bloggers!★
“Quality is not an act, it is a habit”